I am positive.

First week of April my doctor texted me asking me to visit the clinic, when I recieved her text I already thought that regarding the confirmatory test result. Unfortunately I can go there since I just starting with my training under new employeer. I told my doctor that I can't make it that week. My doctor's clinic is 2pm to 5 pm, and my work schedule is 2pm to 10 pm. I really wanted to see my doctor, but I don't have the courage to ask permission from my trainer. The fact that his my trainer and his not filipino scared me to ask permission. I was lucky that on my second week of training, my trainer is filipina and part of the previous program that I was with. So i talk to her, explain everything and ask permission. Our deal was I need to go to training first, log in, then if it's my time I with leave the training and go to my doctor.


I went out around 3.30 pm but my doctor is not yet around, so I waited. Luckily after 1 hour she arrived but I was not the first patient. So I waited 2 hours in total. I was nervous while waiting, but I am already conditioned my mind that the result was positive. And I was not wrong, It was positive. I'll post the result next time

Wondering.........

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It's been almost a month now since I took a long leave from work. I miss working. I miss talking to my co-workers, to my friends, no strangers and to my customer. I don't know if I can still answer calls and close a sale. I feel that my sales skill has faded. 


I still have one more week of vacation. In the meantime I'll make use of every minutes and hours that I have to rest and to help.

Thank You!

I started my PR account just 2 days ago and It is very overwhelming. Thank you to all who viewed and read my profile

I would also like to extend my greatest gratitude to those whose send inspiring messages.

My hope is to have everyone tested to avoid the spread of HIV/AIDS.

I heard the news!

It was officially last March 21, 2012 when I heard the news that I have REACTIVE HIV test results. A confirmatory test is needed to confirm that I am a HIV+ host, and its going to be in a couple of weeks. When I heard the news from the doctor I don't have an initial reaction. I was smiling the whole time she was discussing things to me. I think di ko pa rin naabsorb ang lahat. I have not cried yet. With all of this happening, I am taking things positively. I going to live my life to the fullest but with all the safety precautions. I am here to advocate and to educate people about HIV. I can answer your questions and accept all the support. As of the moment I have been receiving positive feedback from some users. I have been answering questions getting feedback and more. You can catch me in Planetromeo and my username is HIV_Reactive


Let me end this with a quote:


"I find hope in the darkest of days, and focus in the brightest. And I hope that universe don't judge me."